The picture above is a picture of 3 of my best friends, taken once before practice when I was on break from Full Sail.
It’s funny reading through my old posts on myspace, when I use to blog a lot. I’d type out all these really long sentences about some new life discovery I had made that day and tell everyone to consider it. There are posts that go all the way back to when I was in high school. Everything was so much easier then. I’d discover something new about life, write some dramatic verse for a song I’d never write and then post if on my myspace.
It’s interesting because I repeated myself a lot, I think, without realizing it. I wrote a lot about progression and death and pictures and friends, all the while dreading being alone and not having my close friends. Looking through all these posts I can barely bring myself to read to bulk of them. They’re just so dramatic and quite honestly boring. But every once in a while I’ll find a gem that makes me remember everything, all these feelings of when I was younger.
I’ll be back soon world to try and write some more. My mind has become far to disengaged with life; that being the main reason I went through such old blog posts of mine.
